Genesis 19:12-38 (New International Version)
12 The two men said to Lot, "Do you have anyone else here—sons-in-law, sons or daughters, or anyone else in the city who belongs to you? Get them out of here, 13 because we are going to destroy this place. The outcry to the LORD against its people is so great that he has sent us to destroy it."
14 So Lot went out and spoke to his sons-in-law, who were pledged to marry his daughters. He said, "Hurry and get out of this place, because the LORD is about to destroy the city!" But his sons-in-law thought he was joking.
15 With the coming of dawn, the angels urged Lot, saying, "Hurry! Take your wife and your two daughters who are here, or you will be swept away when the city is punished."
16 When he hesitated, the men grasped his hand and the hands of his wife and of his two daughters and led them safely out of the city, for the LORD was merciful to them. 17 As soon as they had brought them out, one of them said, "Flee for your lives! Don't look back, and don't stop anywhere in the plain! Flee to the mountains or you will be swept away!"
18 But Lot said to them, "No, my lords, please! 19 Your servant has found favor in your eyes, and you have shown great kindness to me in sparing my life. But I can't flee to the mountains; this disaster will overtake me, and I'll die. 20 Look, here is a town near enough to run to, and it is small. Let me flee to it—it is very small, isn't it? Then my life will be spared."
21 He said to him, "Very well, I will grant this request too; I will not overthrow the town you speak of. 22 But flee there quickly, because I cannot do anything until you reach it." (That is why the town was called Zoar. )
23 By the time Lot reached Zoar, the sun had risen over the land. 24 Then the LORD rained down burning sulfur on Sodom and Gomorrah—from the LORD out of the heavens. 25 Thus he overthrew those cities and the entire plain, including all those living in the cities—and also the vegetation in the land. 26 But Lot's wife looked back, and she became a pillar of salt.

Okay I know that most of us know this story, we have heard it read it taught it in Sunday school, it is just one of those stories you hear and know but sometimes don't think about.

I can sympathize with Lot's wife. Yep I have come to see things a little different now. Before when I heard or read about Lot's wife I was always like, "you shouldn't have looked back, you should have listened, kept your eyes on the road."

Well now I am wondering what would I have done? It is a lot harder to keep our eyes fixed on the prize than you might think, so many things get in the way.
I mean I know that I am suppose to depend upon God for all of my needs and that he has a plan for me. To put my hands to the plow and not look back, but it is hard.

You have to admit that when you drive by an accident even after complaining about the rubberneckers you slow down and look. I can only imagine how hard it was to flee a city that you lived in and hear sulfur raining down and destruction everywhere, and not look back.

I Know I still need to work on not looking back, stay focused on the prize, God will not give me more than I can handle and he wants my eyes on him and I am trying everyday I am trying, but I do have more sympathy for Lots wife now.